28天 28 days
哦天哪，着火啦！ Oh, God, it's a fire!
着火啦！ Fire!
手提钻？ A jackhammer?
今天可是星期六！真该阉了他 On Saturday? He should be castrated.
星期六？ Saturday.
哦天哪，哦天哪，今天是是星期六。起来，快起来！ Oh, God. Oh, God, it's Saturday. Get up! Get up!
快起来，起来，起来！ Get up, get up, get up!
我姐姐会杀了我的 My sister's gonna kill me.
老天，我们昨晚干什么了？ Oh, my God, what did we do last night?
就跟往常一样 The usual.
在教会市场为无家可归的可怜小孩筹款 Collected money for the poor little homeless children at the church bazaar.
我觉得牧师一定调了Kool-Aid（卡夫的饮料品牌） I think the vicar must have spiked the Kool-Aid.
我们太晚了！ We are way late!
我要怎么跟我姐姐解释呢？ What am I gonna tell my sister?
这是你的还是我的？ Is this yours or mine?
-老天，这怎么弄的？ -完全没有印象 -Oh, my God, how did that happen? -I haven't a clue.
我借口就这么说吧。迟到是因为我的乳头着火了。 There's my excuse. I'm late because my tits caught on fire.
快来！ Come on!
快打的！的士！ Find a cab! Taxi!
-嗨，的士！ -就在那！快拦下它！ -Hey, cab! -Right there! Get him.
请你开快一点好吗？ Can you go a little faster, please?
是又快又稳。得活着啊，懂吗？ Fast and alive. Alive, all right?
这种情况下活着可是很重要的 The alive part is incredibly important in this case.
你还好吧，亲爱的？ You all right, darling?
哦天哪，我才不在乎 Oh, God, I could care less.
这才是重点 That's the whole point.
没错，不在乎 Right. To care less.
这个喝起来像樱桃白兰地， 我可没尝出什么名堂来 This is tasting like cherry brandy because I haven't got her gift.
谢天谢地有餐车 Thank God for bar cars.
你迟到了！ You're late!
Jasper，这位是…… Jasper, this is...
化了妆穿着礼服的……一个伴娘 ...a bridesmaid with makeup and a dress.
来得太晚了，起码迟了45分钟 Really late. Like, 45 minutes.
她真是毫无幽默感，但报时十分准确 She has absolutely no sense of humor, but she's really good at telling time.
真是对不起 I am so sorry.
路上发生了水管爆裂，所以列车被困在了Rye There was a water main break and the train got stuck in Rye.
还有之类的电气问题，总之就是爆炸了—— An electrical thingy. And just, explosion--
Gwen Gwen.
你真让人没法喜欢你 You make it impossible to love you.
妈的！ Shit!
有请Andrew Topton夫妇 May we present Mr. and Mrs. Andrew Topton?
来一个？ Like one?
你觉得这婚礼如何？很不错吧？ Did you think it was a pretty wedding? I did.
是不是很棒？ Wasn't it pretty?
是很好，但没人希望婚礼仅仅是循规蹈矩的好 Yeah, but no one wants pretty anymore from a wedding.
他们想要丑闻， 他们想带着一个劲爆故事回去 They want a scandal. They want to take home a story.
试试这个 Try these.
这是个派对，看在上帝份上，我们来玩点开心的 This is a party. Let's have some fun with it, for God's sake.
哦天哪 Oh, my God!
-发生什么事了？ -你——！ -What happened? -You--!
来点活泼的？活跃下气氛 Possibly crank it up a little? Liven everything up.
女卫生间就在那边 There's a ladies' room right over there.
冷静点，老兄！ Settle down, buddy!
啊，对不起 Oh, sorry.
别担心，我会搞定的 Don't worry. I'll replace it.
我马上就回来 I'll be right back.
嘿，女士！女士！你要干什么！ Hey, lady! Hey, lady, what are you doing?
蛋糕店，蛋糕店，蛋糕店 Cake store. Cake store. Cake store.
我是Helga，您在哪个城市？ This is Helga. What city?
嗯，Bedford Yes, Bedford.
找个蛋糕店 A cake store.
小姐，如果我知道是哪个蛋糕店，就不会打给你了，好吗？ Lady, if I knew the name, I wouldn't have called you, okay?
哦天哪！ Oh, God!
好极了 This is perfect.
好了，大家来围成圈 All right, everybody. Now, circle up.
就是这样 That's it.
来吧 Come on.
我们一起，变更好！ Together, we're better!
我们一起，变更好！ We're better together!
再不滥用药！ No drugs!
这个裁决真是要烦死我 That judge totally screwed me.
早上好 Good morning!
我应该选城里那个康复所的 I shouId've picked that rehab in the city.
他们竟然唱赞美诗 People chant.
-他们什么？ -他们唱赞美诗 -They do what? -They chant.
他们觉得我会唱的，还有其它事情等着我 They think I'm chanting, they have a whole 'nother thing coming.
本来可能会更糟呢，原本有可能会蹲监狱呢 It could be worse. Could be prison.
哦，那叫更糟？ Oh, that's worse?
你没听说过在康复所里被活塞强奸的事情吗？ You never hear of being raped with a plunger in rehab.
你没听说过是因为他们掩盖过去了 You don't hear about it because they cover it up.
这不好笑！ It's not funny!
不好意思，我正说话呢 Excuse me. Talking.
这里不准用手机 No cell phones.
Gwen C.，我是Betty，跟我来 Gwen C., I'm Betty. Follow me.
我们这里自己提行李袋，这可不是喜来登 We carry our own bags here. This isn't the Sheraton.
哦，玻璃，以防我割腕，我懂了 Oh, glass. In case I slit my wrists. I get it.
睫毛夹？ An eyelash curler.
我能用它来做什么啊？刺伤自己？还是用来卷我的舌头卷到死？ What'll I do with that? Stab myself? Curl my tongue to death?
在你检查我的东西的时候，让我们来看看…… While you're going through my stuff, let's see...
Betty的抽屉里有什么 ...what Betty's got in her drawers.
哦，天，Betty把抽屉锁起来了 Oh, my God. Betty has locked her drawers.
怎么了？那是治背痛的 What? It's for my back pain.
当你出去的时候，这些东西都会还给你的 These things will be returned to you when you check out.
维可丁除外，会被冲走的 Except for the Vickodin, which will be flushed.
笑一个 Smile!
是维柯丁（止痛药）才对 It's ''Vicodin''.
不准打电话，除了规定的电话时间，而且只能打10分钟 No calls, except during posted phone time and only for 1 0 minutes.
禁止乱搞，病人之间不准恋爱或做爱 No fraternization. That's romance and/or sex between patients.
哦，我们这里也唱赞美诗，别反感 Oh, and we chant here. Don't be put off by it.
有些人觉得它比平安祷文好 Some people prefer it to the Serenity Prayer.
我是你的朋友 I'll be your friend
我会帮你继续 I'll help you carry on
苦难不会太久 For it won't be long
有一天我也会需要别人…… Till I'm gonna need somebody--
这是你的房间 Your room.
你有责任保持房间整洁 You're responsible for keeping it clean.
Andrea，这位是Gwen Andrea, this is Gwen.
帮她收拾住下 Settle her in.
-你要看Santa Cruz吗？ -你说什么？ -Do you watch Santa Cruz? -Pardon me?
Santa Cruz，是我喜欢的肥皂剧 Santa Cruz. It's my soap.
他们只让我们晚上看电视，所以我前两周都错过了 They only let us watch TV at night, so I've missed the last two weeks.
嗨，你是聪明人 Hey, an intellectual.
好像让你进来的那些东西是健脑食品似的 Like the stuff you did to get you in here was real brain food.
帕克小家的各位，这位是Gwen。Gwen，这是大家 Parker House people, this is Gwen. Gwen, this is everybody.
你好，Gween Hello, Gwen.
我想是酗酒吧 I'm thinking booze.
可卡因 Cocaine.
止痛药 Painkillers.
-这不好玩 -好吧？ -This is not a nice game. -Well?
好吧，怎么了？ Well, what?
你用的药呢？ What's your drug of choice?
酒精、可卡因、复方羟可酮、海洛因、还是胶水（一种毒品）？ Alcohol, cocaine, Percodan, heroin, glue?
我非得说一个？ I have to pick one?
你的诱导性毒品，你最先尝试的那个 Your gateway drug. What you go for first.
我想我是酗酒吧 I guess I drink.
好的，来爸爸这 Yes. Come to Papa.
交出来吧，我懂人心，承认吧 Hand them over. I know people, admit that.
把你大拇指拿开 Get your thumb out of that.
干什么？ What's the matter?
没见过气管疤痕吗？ Haven't you ever seen a trach scar before?
是气管切口术，又不是长成这样的 It's a tracheostomy. It's not a growth.
这不是缺陷，是疤痕。所以别盯着看了 It's not a deformity. It's a scar. So you can stop staring at it.
好吧，很好，谢谢 Okay, good. Thank you.
我觉得她没盯着你啊，Daniel She wasn't staring, Daniel.
是吗？那你怎么知道的，你这个基佬？ No? And how would you know, faggot?
你就跟海伦·凯勒一样感觉敏锐 You're about as perceptive as Helen Keller.
说真的，你想想看，海伦·凯勒感觉相当敏锐 Acturally, Danniel Boy, when you think about it, Helen Keller was pretty perceptive.
闭嘴！ Shut up!
快看呐，他走了！快走吧！快走开！ Look at him walk away! Run away! Run away!
我们曾身处天堂 现在却深陷泥潭 We were up in heaven Now we're in the mud
我们从马车上摔下 你听见了砰地一声 We fell off the wagon You should have heard the thud
-我喜欢你的外套 -谢谢 -I like your coat. -Thanks.
-是皮革的？ -是 -Is that leather? -Yes.
-不是合成的？ -不是 -Not vinyl? -Nope.
-你支持杀生了？ -是的 -You believe in killing animals? -Yes.
-就为了衣服？ -是的 -For clothing? -Yes.
我也是 So do I.
无聊的28天 For 28 boring days
别因为Daniel烦心了 Don't worry about Daniel.
他只是对他的脖子太敏感了，他自找的 He's just self-conscious about his neck because he did it to himself.
有了那道切口，他就可以自己洗胃，免得宿醉 He had this thing where he'd pump his stomach so he wouldn't get a hangover.
我猜他知道怎么做，因为，你知道，他是个医生，至少曾经是 I guess he knew how, because, you know, he's a doctor. Or was.
他丢了行医执照，因为杀了个病人，但是…… He lost his license after he killed that patient, but....
总之，我想是有一天晚上，他在伸管子到胃里时 Anyway, I guess one night while he was scraping that tube to his stomach...
不知道怎么搞的，他搞砸了，他不能呼吸 ...somehow he screwed up and he couldn't breathe and he had to...
他不得不拿一支笔或什么东西，在自己喉咙上捅了个洞 ...poke a hole in his throat with a pen or something.
Jasper，你看看能不能搞点维柯丁 Jasper, see if you can dig up some Vicodin.
这里的盖世太保找到了我的首批药 The gestapo found my first batch.
我有种不知所在的恍惚幻觉 That here-but-not-here illusion will be...
靠药物帮助要容易撑下去得多 ...much easier to sustain with chemical help.
爱你的Gwennie Love, Gwennie.
晚安 Good night.
巧克力，因为海洛因上瘾 Chocolate. Heroin addict.
你几岁？12岁还是？ What are you, like, 1 2 or something?
17岁了 Seventeen.
这样不错 Loving this.
晚安 Good night.
耶利米是一只牛蛙 Jeremiah was a bullfrog
他是我的好朋友 Was a good friend of mine
我从来不明白他说什么 I never understood A single word he said
但我帮喝酒 But I helped him drink his wine
他总有一些好酒 And he always had Some mighty fine wine
对这世界欢唱吧 Singing joy to the world
你们这些姑娘真好玩 You girls are a lot of fun.
这才是最重要的事情 And that's the most important thing.
因为如果你都不好好玩…… Because if you're not having fun....
又有什么该死的？ What's the frigging point?!
哦天 Oh, God.
留着你的毒品吧 留着你的威士忌吧 You can keep your drugs and your whiskey sours.
我们有比那更强大的力量！ We got us a higher power!
耶！上帝！ Yay, God!
提醒大家，今天的讲座在8:30 Don't forget tonight's lecture at 8:30:
“我昨晚失去了多少脑细胞？” ''How Many Brain Cells Did I Kill Last Night?''
脱咖啡因的 Decaf.
没咖啡因的，找找乐子罢了 There's no caffeine. It's mood-altering.
嗨 Hi.
刚刚真是个美好的瞬间，你去哪儿？ That was a nice moment. Where you going?
你什么意思？这里应该有烟卖的 What do you mean? You gotta have cigarettes.
抱歉，已经卖完了 Sorry, but we're fresh out.
那些人是老烟枪， 他们需要抽烟就跟他们需要呼吸一样 Those people are addicts. They need cigarettes like they need air.
那么我想卖完的原因正是如此，来点口香糖？ I guess that explains it, then. Gum?
这本来没什么问题…… It wasn't a problem...
……直到Emmett，他搞上那个女孩 ...till Emmett, he took up with that girl.
那些晚上，他俩一起出去 Those nights that he was out with her...
我在家里独守电视…… ...and I was home with the TV....
看吧，我想我们都看透了 See, I figured we could see it through.
所以当他说…… So when he said...
他要让她住进来…… ...he was moving her in with us...
……随便我继续住还是搬出去…… ...and that I could stay or leave...
……我现在知道了，我当时应该离开的 ...I see now I should've left.
我有话说…… I've got something....
当你…… When you....
你过一会儿再说？ You want to do it later?
好的，好的 I think, yeah.
你为什么——？ Why did you--?
你有话要说，还是……？ Some feeling words in there, or...?
-你知道的…… -我…… -You know? -''I....''
我不知道该怎么说 I don't know how to explain.
好的，很好，这是个不错的开始 All right. Okay, well, that's a good start.
下一次吧，没关系的 Another time. It's all right.
那么让我们用祷告来作为今天讲座的结尾吧，好吗？ So let's finish up today with a prayer, all right?
让我们手拉手 Let's all hold hands.
愿上帝赐予我宁静 God, grant me the serenity...
去接受我不能改变的事物 ...to accept the things I cannot change...
愿上帝赐予我勇气 去改变我能改变的事物 ...the courage to change the things l can...
愿上帝赐予我智慧 去明察两者的分别 ...and the wisdom to know the difference.
坚持就是胜利 这一切都是值得的！ It works if you work it. It's worth it!
很好！ All right!
今天就这样，散会 Take on the day. Go ahead.
B- B-minus.
嘿！Gwen C. Hey, Gwen C.!
你没整理床铺，衣服还扔得到处都是 Your bed was not made up, your clothes were all over.
今天的检查我要给你F，还要罚你一块钱 I'm giving you an F for daily inspection and fining you a dollar.
付钱吧 So pay up.
告诉你吧 Tell you what.
给你五块钱，因为我这一周都不准备打扫了 Here's five dollars. I don't plan on cleaning all week.
贱人 Bitch.
你好吗？ How you doing?
我很好 Good.
我不知道我口袋里有多少钱 I don't know how much money I have in my account...
但是只要你给我一支香烟，就都是你的了 ...but it's yours if I could bum a cigarette.
好的 Sure.
是Reds牌的 They're Reds.
谢了 Thank you.
在这呆很久了吧？ Been here long?
是啊 Yeah.
那么，在这里如果有人要搞点东西，应该怎么做？ What's the deal here if somebody was looking for something...
比尼古丁更带劲的东西 ...with a little more kick than nicotine?
人们在这里真的弄得到东西吗，还是…… Do people actually get stuff here, or is it...?
他们弄得到的 It happens.
怎么做到的？我意思是，你怎么能弄到那些东西呢？ How does it work? I mean, how can you get stuff?
你能弄到吗，还是……？ Can you get stuff, or is it, like...?
如果你的管理员抓到你在用这些东西，他们就会把你扔出去 If your counselor catches you using, you can get kicked out.
我当然不会跟他说了 I don't plan on discussing it with him.
太迟了 Too late.
一般来说，人们来康复所可不是为了大醉一场 Generally, people come to rehab not to get loaded.
好吧，我可能不那么“一般” Well, I try not to run with the pack.
你是真的特别 You're a real individual.
你是唯一一个滥用药品和酗酒的 You're the only person who does drugs and alcohol.
我说真的 I meant what I said.
被抓到了，你就会被开除 You get caught using, you risk getting kicked out.
够可以的，说完了？ Fair enough. We done?
相信我，你只要违规，我会知道的 And believe me, I'll know if you're using.
你总是这么迷人吗？ You always this charming?
你总是在尴尬的时刻用幽默感来转移话题吗？ You always use humor to deflect things when you're uneasy?
你总是用洞察力来卸下新人的防备吗？ Do you always use insight to disarm your new recruits?
-这是什么？ -是跟你的病痛有关的文章 -What's that? -lt's literature about your disease.
匿名戒酒会的大书，一些表格 AA Big Book, some worksheets.
以及你每天都需要记录的日志 A journal I want you to write in every day.
我想我必须得写吧 I suppose I have to do this.
你的时间还能用来做更好的事情吗？ You got better things to do with your time?
嘿，听着 Hey, listen.
今天并不是你在这里最糟糕的一天 This isn't the last lousy day you'll have here.
所以记住，上帝从不会给我们过不去的坎 So remember, God never dumps more on us than we can handle.
这句话能缝在枕头上吗？ Is that available stitched on a pillow?
今晚的讲座是：你是因喝醉而暂时失忆，还是根本不记得了？ Tonight's lecture: ''Are You A Blackout Drunk, Or Don't You Remember?.''
你下楼吗？ You going down?
我的问题是，我爸正巧在看日界线（NBC节目） My problem is, my father just happened to watch Dateline...
他们报道派克大街上的吸毒者 ...the night they're doing some expos_...
……的那天晚上 ...on Park Avenue drug users...
他刚好抓到我在浴室里自慰 ...the night he caught me doing blow in the bathroom.
但我可没有什么问题啊，我可没有什么健康问题 But I don't have a problem. I don't have health problems.
我一个星期玩两次极限飞盘 I play Ultimate Frisbee two times a week.
我还是一个……艺术、疾病、疗法的赞助人 And I'm, you know, a patron of the arts, and diseases and cures and stuff.
因为我把钱都花在这些地方了，在这些方面找点乐子 That's what I spend my money on. So I like to have a little bit of fun.
“酒精的成年子女”改为8号房间于晚上9点开始 ''Adult Children Of Alcoholics'' is moved to 9 p.m. in room 8.
CoDA在B号，晚上8点开始 CoDA starts at 8 p.m. in B.
CA和NA明天集合…… CAs and NAs meet tomorrow...
还有暴食者、性瘾者…… ...and overeaters, sexual addicts....
你们知道这附近有谁要酒吗？ Who the hell do you have to know to get a drink around here?
哦，老天 Oh, God.
哦天，我太爱你了 Oh, my God, I love you so much.
-那些名人们在哪里？ -这里一个都没有 -Where are all the celebrities? -There are none.
什么？拜托 What? Come on.
每个人都想从康复所知道一个明星烂醉的好故事 All anyone wants from rehab's a good coked-out star story.
伊丽莎白·泰勒在小组里大哭，因为她从不觉得自己美丽 Elizabeth Taylor, weeping in group about how she never felt beautiful.
从来都不觉得，那种才是他们想知道的故事 Never. Not one single day. Now, that's the story they want.
-来，我带你离开这 -我不能离开 -I'll get you out of here. -I'm not supposed to leave.
你也不该有妈妈的小助手（测孕牌子） You're not supposed to have Mummy's Little Helper, either.
等等，等等 Hold on, hold on.
好的，走吧 Okay, go.
小声点，我藏着呢 Be very, very quiet. I'm hiding.
小声点 Be very, very quiet.
大家好哈 Hi, everybody.
所以现在什么情况？我可以走了？ So what's the deal? l'm out?
我得花一天时间来安排你转院 It'll take me a day to arrange your transfer.
我知道我要去哪里,城里那个地方 I know where I want to go. This place in the city--
我不会把你转到治疗所去 I'm not referring you to a treatment facility.
那么我就回家去？ I get to go home?
想都别想 Nope.
所以我到底要去哪？ Where am I going, then?
对你的判决本来是在康复所或监狱里呆28天 Your sentence was for 28 days of rehab or jail time.
你不会真的想让我去监狱吧？ You don't honestly think I'm going to jail, do you?
醉酒驾驶，撞到一个草坪雕塑，你不是一个四岁小孩吧？ For driving drunk, hitting a lawn jockey that could've been a 4-year-old child?
我不是， 那个草坪雕塑倒是真的四岁 But it wasn't. It was a 4-year-old lawn jockey.
如果这整个是一场闹剧，那当然无所谓，但是我们这里是有规矩的 That's fine if this is all a big joke, but in here we have rules.
而且我警告过你的，你明早之前收拾好吧 And I warned you about them. Pack your bags by morning.
不，我才不收拾，我不属于监狱 No, I'm not. Because l don't belong in jail.
我甚至都不属于这里 I don't even belong in here.
你知道的，我知道自己酗酒 You know, yeah, I know I drink a lot.
我是个作家，我们作家就是会喝很多 I'm a writer, and that's what I do, we drink.
我是Cornell Shaw，请帮我接Clancy Cornell Shaw for Clancy, please.
我不是他们那些人，我能控制我自己 I'm not like those people. I can control myself.
不用了，我等着 No, I'll hold.
如果我想做了，我就能做到。如果那就是我想要的，我真的可以做到 If I wanted to, I could. If that's what I wanted. I could.
我可以 I can.
我真的可以！ I can!
你知道什么啊？ You know what?
行了吧，罗杰斯先生，你这个死认规矩的怪胎 Forget that, Mr. Rogers, you 1 2-stepping geek.
你知道我什么啊？ What do you know about me?
什么都不知道，你知道吗？关于我，见鬼的你一件事情都不知道 Nothing. You don't know a goddamn thing about me, you know that?
我过一下 Excuse me.
不好意思 Excuse me.
我过一下！ Excuse me!
我过一下 Excuse me!
你去吗？ Are you coming?
不去 No.
嗨，我是Cornell Hi, my name is Cornell.
我滥用药物，酗酒，是个强迫症赌徒和骗子 I am a drug addict, alcoholic, compulsive gambler/liar.
你好，Cornell. Hi, Cornell.
对今晚你们之中的新人来说 For those of you who are new tonight...
……我知道今年你们过得不好 ...I know that this is not your year.
如果你高兴，那我不喝就是了 If that'll make you happy, I will stop drinking.
然后我就跟自己说： And then I would tell myself:
“我不会浪费今晚” ''Tonight I will not get wasted.''
那么总会发生一些事 And then something would happen.
也或者什么事都不会发生 Or nothing would happen.
然后我感觉到了 And I'd get that feeling.
你们都知道那种感觉 And you all know what that feeling is.
皮肤在尖叫 When your skin is screaming...
手在颤抖 ...and your hands are shaking...
胃在翻滚着 ...and your stomach feels like it wants to jump...
……就像要从喉咙里翻出来 ...through your throat.
而你知道，如果真的有人能稍微了解…… And you know that if anyone had a clue...
……戒酒的感觉有多糟糕 ...how wrong it felt to be sober...
他们也不会想让你这样的 ...they wouldn't dream of asking you to stay that way.
他们会说，“哦天，我真的不知道，给” They would say, ''Oh, jeez, I didn't know. Here.
这对你不是问题，你吸了那么多可卡因 It's okay for you. You do that mound of cocaine.
喝一杯，喝个二十杯 Have a drink. Have 20 drinks.
不管你需要做什么—— Whatever you need to do to feel...
才能感觉自己像一个正常的人 ...like a normal human being...
你都会做的 ...you do it.''
哦，是的，我就做了 And, boy, I did it.
我喝酒，我喷出酒气 I drank, and I snorted...
我喝酒，喷酒气，我喝酒，喷酒气 ...and I drank and snorted and drank and snorted.
我就这样，日以继日，夜以继夜 And I did this day after day after night after night.
我才不关心后果呢 I didn't care about the consequences.
因为我知道结果再糟，也不及戒酒的一半糟 Because I knew that they couldn't be half as bad as not using.
哦，天哪 Oh, God!
接着有一晚，终于有事发生了 And then one night something happened.
你知道你搞砸了 You know you're screwed.
我醒过来 I woke up.
我在人行道上醒过来 I woke up on a sidewalk.
我都不知道我在哪里，我甚至不知道我在哪个城市 I had no idea where I was. I couldn't have told you the city I was in.
我的头似遭重击 My head was pounding...
我朝身上看，衣服上都是血 ...and I looked down and my shirt is covered in blood.
就当我躺在那里想知道到底怎么了的时候 And as I'm Iying there, wondering what happens next...
……我听到了一个声音 ...I heard a voice.
那个声音说： And it said:
“老兄，生活不应该是这样的” ''Man, this is not a way to live.
“这是在找死” This is a way to die.''
有什么可以帮忙的吗？ Can l help you?
Eddie Boone报道 Eddie Boone, checking in.
你不能带个女友和你一起进康复所，Eddie You can't bring a girl into treatment with you, Eddie.
我可没想留住她 I wasn't gonna keep her.
你真的很幸运你没有骨折 You were really lucky you didn't break anything.
这段时间可能会又痛又肿 It'll be tender and swollen for a while.
你得忍着痛，因为我不能给你止痛药 You'll have to live with the pain, because I can't give you anything.
所以拿着吧 So take these.
很好 That's good.
听着，好好休息，交替冷敷和热敷 Listen, rest. Alternate heat and cold.
你知道吧，你的地毯很脏 You know, your carpet is filthy.
我只能这么撑着…… I only bring that up because...
……因为地毯颗粒会导致很多健康问题 ...carpet grit's responsible for a lot of major health problems.
你在这儿最不需要的就是健康问题了 That's the last thing that you need around here.
听着，关于把我转到监狱那件事 Listen, about that jail thing...
……我不能去，我不去 ...I can't. I can't go.
不是因为我不想去，而是因为…… Not because I don't want to go, but....
哦，天哪，我的手，它就一直这么抖，这不正常 Oh, God, my hands. They just keep doing that. That's not normal.
我的手…… There's something wrong with my hands.
出问题了 Well, with me.
因为哪会有人从窗子跳出去啊，对吧 Because what kind of person just jumps out of a window, you know?
因为她没法静静地坐着，你知道的 Because she can't sit still, you know?
就孤独一人在房间里 And be alone, and, you know, in a room without....
要知道，一个人应该可以独自呆着，是吧？ You know, a person should be able to just be alone, right?
你知道，人类应该可以只是呼吸 You know, human beings should be able to just breathe.
我却不能 I can't breathe.
而且我觉得…… And I feel that....
我觉得，我知道的，如果我去了监狱 I think, I know that if I go to jail...
就像这样，我会死的 ...like this, you know, I'll die.
我不想死 I don't want to die.
我不喜欢这里发生的事 I don't like what's happening here.
等等，试试用一个表达感受的词语 Wait a minute, let's try to use a feeling word.
我很生气 I'm pissed!
嗯，生气，为什么？ Okay, pissed. Why?
因为她不应该在这里 Because no way should she be here.
跟她说 Tell her.
你无论如何都不该在这里 No way should you be here!
是的，这里是有规矩的，你破坏了规矩 That's right. There's a rule. No using. You broke it.
-对不起 -对不起个屁 -I'm sorry. -Sorry, my ass.
从你到这第一天开始，你所做的只是，在我们干活的时候，在一旁干坐着 All you've done since you got here is sit around while the rest of us work.
你还指望我们愿意让他们留下你？ You expect us to be glad that they let you stay?
我可没敢指望什么 I'm not expecting anything.
Gwen，你听着，大家要用表达感受的词 Gwen, just listening. Everybody, feeling words.
我不认为你在分享什么 I don't think you are giving.
我觉得你就不是那种会分享的人 I don't feel that you are giving person.
我在试 I'm trying!
我没有感受到你有任何善意 I don't feel niceness coming from you.
我应该调换去另外一个组吗？ Should I go to another group?
好主意，你可以把你的负能量传播得更远 Great idea. Spread your negativity even further.
你知道吗，如果你真的试过了 You know, if you really try...
你会毁了所有病人的感受！ ...you could ruin the experience for the entire patient population.
我今天过得糟糕极了！ I am having a bad day!
今天是我整个见鬼的生命里最他妈糟糕的一天！ I am having the worst damn day of my whole damn life!
所以，如果没有太为难各位 So if it is not too much to ask of you people...
你们能他妈的忍忍吗？ ...will you just back the fuck off?!
好极了，真的好极了 Excellent work. Really excellent work.
分享得很好！太好了！ Good sharing, everybody.
不好意思，不好意思 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
我想跟你谈谈昨天晚上 I wanted to talk to you about last night.
我一般也不会像之前那样，还是谢谢你 I don't normally do that, but you were great.
喔，老天，你在跟我开玩笑吧 Oh, my Lord. You gotta be kidding me.
-怎么了？ -向我保证我们没事吧 -What? -Promise me we were safe.
-我们的什么？ -没事 -We were what? -Safe.
没事？ Safe?
你看起来真不像一个来指认孩子父亲的妞？ You're not one of them paternity suit kind of gals--
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
那你又在说什么？ What are you talking about?
我说昨天晚上 I'm talking about last night.
你不记得昨天晚上了？ You don't remember last night?
我在飞机上有点喝醉了 I got a little drunk on the plane.
是，你是喝醉了 Of course you did.
那算了 You know what?
没事了，不用担心 It was nothing. Just don't worry about it.
-我们没有……？ -没有 -We didn't...? -Nope.
谢天谢地 Thank God, boy--
好了，真是够了，谢谢你 You know what? That's more than enough, thank you.
并非针对你，我只是对自己许诺过 Nothing personal, I just made myself a promise:
再也不要和不认识的姑娘裸着分别了 No more ending up naked with some girl I don't know.
真是个高尚的目标，祝你非常好运 That's a noble goal, and I wish you the very best of luck with it.
肝硬化是导致美国人死亡的第9大原因 Cirrhosis is the ninth leading cause of death in the United States...
……而且45%都是因为酒精 ...and 45% of the time, that is alcohol-induced.
我们看看第一张幻灯片 Let's take a look at the first slide.
你们现在的肝可能就是这样 This could be your liver right now.
你晚饭有安排吗？ Do you have plans for dinner?
这不是针对你和你在恋爱中的表现的测试 This is not a test about you and how you act in relationships.
这个叫作马术疗法 It's called Equine Therapy.
田纳西（马的名字）不会撒谎，不会作弊 Tennessee doesn't lie and manipulate.
它只会对你的感受做出回应，你们的工作是清理它的马蹄 He'll just respond to how you feel. And your job is to clean his hoof.
这就是让人变得更清醒的方法吗？ This is how one gets sober?
这就是所谓角色展示，我们接近马的方式 It's character-revealing. The way we approach the horse...
就像我们接近世界的方式 ...is like the way we approach the world.
我们得让自己的内心贴合自己的外在，保持真实 We gotta try to match our insides with our outsides. Be real.
所以我今天的治疗师是一只又大又臭的负重动物 So my therapist today is a very large, smelly beast of burden.
我们真是太合拍了 We're totally in sync.
走近来，呼吸…… Step in, you breathe.
它简直不能更臭了 Couldn't stink more if he were dead.
你就摸下来，捏捏肌腱 You reach down, pinch the tendon...
……你要相信自己，马接下来也会有所动作了 ...trust yourself, and let the horse do the rest.
第一个谁来？Gwen？ Who's gonna be first? Gwen?
-你需要帮忙吗？ -不用，我没问题 -Think you might need help? -Nope, I'm fine.
你自己来吧 Let yourself go.
好的，Ed先生，抬起你的蠢蹄子 All right, Mr. Ed, just pick up your stupid foot.
你可不能硬抬起来 Can't force it.
-你确定你不需要帮忙？ -不用，我很好 -Sure you don't need some help? -No. I'm fine.
好吧，听着，Cornell给我一片药 All right, look, Cornell, just give me a pill...
给我一枪吧 ，我也不知道，给我做切除术 ...give me a shot, I don't know, give me a lobotomy.
你以前立刻就能满足自己 lnstant gratification has worked so well for you in the past.
放轻松，简单一些 Just take it easy and keep it simple.
我真受够了你们这些人说话的方式 I am so tired by the way you people talk.
“一次一天”，什么意思？ ''One day at a time.'' What is that?
也可以一次两三天？ Two, three days at a time is an option?
我不要游戏房间（儿童节目）这类鬼话，我要的是…… I don't need the Romper Room bullshit. I need....
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
一种治疗工具，你让我没有其它选择了 It's a therapeutic tool. You leave me no choice.
Betty，你一定得给我安排个新室友。这家伙太臭了 Betty, you gotta get me a new roommate. He stinks.
我不知道他是吃了牛肉 I don't know if he's just eating beef...
还是他身上每个毛孔都在分泌酮类物 ...and secreting ketones out of every pore--
我们回头再聊，我会回来的 We're gonna come back to this. I'm gonna be back.
我们定下来，好吧？ We're in each other's lives, okay?
Gwen，你搞了块指示牌？ “如果我不寻求帮助，就来问问我” Gwen, did you get a sign? ''Confront me if I don't ask for help.''
那你到底是要寻求什么帮助呢？ What kind of help you looking for exactly?
来，Traci，我要你跟你妈妈说 Okay, Traci. I want you to tell your mom:
“当你吸毒，就会什么”，好吗？ ''When you do drugs, this is what happens.'' Okay?
当你吸毒，你就不再跟以前一样做些有趣的事 When you do drugs, you don't do any fun stuff like you used to.
详细一点，Traci，什么有趣的事？ Be specific, Traci. What was fun?
嗯，跟我们一起玩，做猜谜游戏 Well, when you play games with us and do puzzles.
就很有趣 That was fun.
我有个好主意 I have an idea.
Darnell，跟你妈妈说说你的画 Tell your mom about the drawing, Darnell.
这幅画画的是我和Traci晚上在家里，而妈妈不在家 It's of me and Traci home late at night, and Mom's not there.
再说说她不在家里，你们感觉如何？ Tell your mom how that makes you feel when she's not there.
很担心 Worried.
很吓人 Scared.
很好 Great.
天，少来这套 Man! Not again.
我不知道 I don't know.
妈妈，快醒醒 Mom, wake up.
我不知道 I don't know.
妈妈？ Mom?
喂，快醒醒！ Hello, wake up!
悲哀吧，我觉得 Sad, I guess.
孤独 Lonely.
-喂？ -没反应啊 -Hello? -No reactions.
我有个好主意 I have an idea.
-她没事 -她起来了 -She's fine. -She's up.
再见 Bye.
嘿，嘿，你知道吗？ Hey, hey, what do you know?
远离嗑药和酗酒！ Pills and booze have got to go!
嘿，嘿，你说呢？ Hey, hey, what do you say?
清醒才是唯一的路 Sober is the only way!
晚安，Eddie Good night, Eddie.
等等我！ Wait for me!
-你输了！ -姑娘们 -Beat you! -Girls!
怎么？ What?
-Helen阿姨，你怎么来了？ -我妈妈呢？ -Aunt Helen, why are you here? -Where's Mom?
我必须直说了，你们妈妈去世了 I'm just gonna be straight with you. Your mother has passed.
你使劲扇她耳光，她会醒过来的 Just slap her real hard and she'll wake up.
我们只要一小会儿，就能知道什么才永恒 This'll only be for a while until we figure out something more permanent.
-你好？ -嘿，是我，Gwen -Hello? -Hey, it's me. Gwen.
嗯，我知道你是谁，什么事？ Well, I know which ''me'' it is. What is it?
我来猜猜，你来要钱了 Let me guess. You need money.
-我不会再给你钱了 -Lil，我不是来要钱的 -I'm not giving you any more money. -Lil, I don't need money.
-这次不是 -真高兴你这么说 -It's different this time. -I'm glad to hear it.
我们之间开心友好的姐妹关系怎么了？ Whatever happened to our fun-and-friendly sister rapport?
我不知道，你说说呗 I don't know. You tell me.
听着，他们让你…… 他们要搞一个家庭周 Look, they make you.... They're having a family week.
什么？ What?
家人对话 Family sessions.
几天内他们和我们一起，他们教我们怎么和对方说话…… They work with us for a few days, teach us how to talk to each other...
……然后他们会指导我们实实在在地对话一次 ...and then supervise an actual conversation.
你是要我去你那？ You want me to come there?
他们让我找人，所以要么是你，要么是Helen阿姨 They make you ask somebody, so it's either you or Aunt Helen.
让我来理一理这件事 So let me get this straight.
你自己搞砸了，我就得抛弃一切生活 You screw up, and then I'm supposed to drop everything in my life?
看你怎么妥当，他们就怎么安排日程，所以…… They can schedule it around what's good for you. So....
不是，只是…… No, it's just--
我正在做饭呢，好么？我等会儿有客人过来 I'm cooking here, okay? I've got people coming over.
哦天，对不起 Oh, God, I'm sorry.
-我没想…… -你当然没想 -I didn't mean.... -No, you never do.
-Gwen，你从没真的想过 Gwen, you never mean anything.
我得挂了 I have to go.
Lil，看，我打赌它真的会很快 Lil, look, I bet this one's really fast.
只是一张桌子而已，小蠢货，别动它 It's just a table, stupid. Leave it alone.
不是啊，它是雪橇 No. It's a sled.
好吧，我不是喜欢所有的肥皂剧，只是Santa Cruz而已 Well, I'm not a fan of all soap operas. Just Santa Cruz.
我想说，这部剧太不可思议了，我第一次看它…… I mean, it's just an incredible show. I saw it the first time...
……是之前我第一次从康复所出去不久后，在医院里 ...when I was hospitalized a while ago after I got out of my first rehab.
剧里有个姑娘，Darian There was this girl on the show, Darian.
她也在住院，就像我自己看着自己 She was also hospitalized, and it was like I was staring at myself.
当然不是从外形上来说，我没有那头卷发 I mean, not physically, because I don't have the curly hair.
是她身上发生的整个事情 This whole thing had happened with her.
她哥哥搞大了她的肚子 She had actually been impregnated by her brother...
……当时明显不知道他是她哥哥 ...but she obviously didn't know it was her brother at the time.
我没有哥哥，我有姐姐 And I don't have a brother. But I have sisters.
所以就真的有点像…… So it's really sort of...
像一个人生的启示…… ...been an inspiration...
……对我来说 ...for me.
而且它真的帮我保持清醒 And it's really sort of helped me stay sober...
……时不时地 ...off and on.
妈妈，一切都好 Mom, everything's okay.
嗨，Andrea Hey, Andrea.
嘿，Daniel Hey, Daniel.
能给我一支吗？ Want to give me one of those?
你自己买去 Get your own.
好吧，行吧 All right, then.
嘿，Gary，我能要一支烟吗？ Hey, Gary, can I bum a cig?
你在那儿呢，嗨亲爱的。你还好吗？ There she is. Hello, darling. How are you?
-我的天啊！ -哦天哪，那是什么？ -Christ! -Oh, my God, what's that?
没什么 Nothing.
小可怜，他们对你做什么了？ You poor thing! What are they doing to you?
-我自己摔的 -也是治疗的一部分？ -I fell. -Is that part of the therapy?
可怜的孩子，我知道了，亲爱的，我带你回家 You poor baby. I know, I'll get you home, darling.
-每个人都在问起你 -谁啊？ -Everyone's asking after you. -Like who?
比如楼下的Lefkowitz太太啊，你记得她吧？ Like Mrs. Lefkowitz from downstairs. Remember?
-那个从来不说话的人？ -都五年了，她没有吱过一声 -The non-talker? -Five years, not a peep.
我昨天路过走廊，她看着我说： I'm crossing the lobby yesterday, she looks at me and says:
“谢天谢地，你可算跟那女的分了。她就没点好事。” ''Thanks God you got rid of that girl. She's nothing but bad news.''
-不好笑 -当然好笑啦 -That's not funny. -Of course it's funny.
随便一个陌生人都觉得我尽出坏事，这一点都不好笑 Anonymous strangers thinking I'm bad news, that's not funny.
每个听到这事儿的人都哈哈大笑 Everyone I've told has laughed really hard.
-很好 -来，你得高兴点 -That's great. -You need cheering up.
-我带你离开 -啥？ -I'll take you away. -What?
离开这些个怪胎 Get away from these freaky people.
我不要走—— 啊痛！ I don't want to leave-- Oh, God!
来，吃点奶酪 Here, have some cheese.
超好吃的 Have it on a roll.
不要面包，我会长胖的 No bread. I'm getting fat.
-和面包一起吃更好 -我不要面包 -It's better with bread. -I don't want bread.
好吧，那我吃一个，帮我把它掰开，好吗？ I'll have the bread. Just break it open for me, will you?
-你怎么了？ -掰开这个面包 -What is your problem? -Break open the bread.
是枚戒指 This is a ring.
是 Yep.
这是，你在求婚？ What, are you proposing?
是的，我在求婚 Yeah, I am.
在康复所 At rehab.
不是，我现在跟你求婚，只是刚好在康复所而已 No. I'm proposing to you now. You happen to be here.
好吧，但是…… Yeah, but....
我不知道，我意思是…… “好吧，他当初怎么说的？” I don't know. I mean.... ''Well, how did he ask?''
“他来探访康复所里的我，然后……” ''He visited me in rehab and....''
当然，现在不是毛伊岛的月光下 So it's not moonlight in Maui.
那我们在哪结婚？ McSorley酒吧？ Where would we get married? McSorley's Pub?
为什么不行啊？会是个好故事的 Why not? Make a good story.
我不再想要任何故事了，我有够多故事了，我需要一个真正的生活 I don't need any more stories. I have enough stories. I would like a life.
那正是我想给你的 That's what I was offering.
-这是什么？ -香槟 -What is that? -Champagne.
我错了，我带香槟过来，以为这会是个浪漫的时刻 I brought it thinking, wrongly, this might be a romantic moment.
我完全没想过这么用香槟 This is so not how I saw this whole thing playing out!
我可不像以前那样会随便喝了 I'm not taking this as lightly as I used to.
-随便什么？ -这些 -Taking what? -This.
这些东西 This.
这些让人兴奋让人high的事情 This straighten-up-and-fly-right thing. This....
我不知道，可能我真的哪里不对劲了 I don't know. Maybe there is something wrong with me.
-他们就这么说的？ -不是！ -That's what they say? -No!
哦是的，你知道吗？ 我觉得他们是对的 It is. You know what? I think they're right.
他们不对，你现在只是在墨守成规。每个人都这样 They're not. You're just in a rut. It happens to everyone.
不是，是整个世界上的人们都这样，他们做的是正确的事 No, there's an entire world of people who do everything right.
他们正确地生活，他们不喝酒，他们不嗑药 They live right, they don't drink, they don't do drugs.
-都是屁话 -他们活得开心 -A crock of shit. -They're happy.
他们才不开心，没有一个成年人会活得开心 They're not happy. No adult human being is happy.
人们出生到这个世界上 People are born.
他们只有有限的时间才会觉得生活是美好的，但是接下来…… They have a limited time to think life is dandy, but then...
……悲惨的打击不可避免地如期而至，他们意识到活着就等于失去 ...inevitably, tragedy strikes and they realize life equals loss.
这场生存游戏的意义就在于将这个等式的痛苦减到最小 The point of the game is to minimize the pain caused by that equation.
有的人选择生孩子，或者赚钱，或者存钱 Some people do it by having kids or making money or coin collecting.
而有的人就白白荒废生活 And others do it by getting wasted.
就让你头脑里的开关关掉热情，保持冷静好了 Letting that switch in the head turn the hot light off and the cool light on.
存钱可不会让你受伤 Nobody gets hurt collecting coins.
每个人都在伤害每个人，人类就是这种情况！ Everybody hurts everybody. lt's the human condition!
别让他们来说你哪里不对了！ 你好得很！ Don't let them tell you there's something wrong with you! You're fine!
我没觉得自己好 I don't feel fine.
当然不好，你在这个救助村里，周围都是清醒的怪胎 Of course not. You're in Deliverance country surrounded by sober freaks.
而且你身边又没有我 And you're not with me.
我这阵子也过得不好，我觉得是因为我们分开了 I don't feel fine these days either, and I think that's because we're apart.
你是属于我的 You're mine.
我是属于你的 I'm yours.
我爱你 I love you.
你为什么会要我，Jasper？ 我就是一团糟 Why do you want me, Jasper? I am such a mess.
可能我就是喜欢一团糟 Maybe I like mess.
有一次，你可以分享自己了…… There's a time when you can share...
……你们可以手牵手，走在同一条路上 ...and you can hold hands and be on the same path.
但在某个时候总会有个三岔路口 But there's always a fork in the road at some point.
有时候你得走其中一条路 And sometimes you have to go on one part of the fork...
……他们却走了另一条路 ...and they gotta go on the other part of the fork.
或者，顺着三岔路走了回去，你却向前走了 Or just down the back part of the fork while you go forward.
而且他们就好像…… And they're like....
或者说，他们有一把沙拉叉，你有一把正餐叉 Or they got a salad fork and you have a big dinner fork...
……你还要走更长的路，他们却走完了，就这样了 ...and you have longer to go, but they're done, because that's it.
他们就迷上了一小块蛋糕，他们…… They're stuck on a piece of food that they....
只要甜点叉，或者就像，你知道的，就那些了 The dessert fork or, like, one of those, you know...
……小的蟹肉叉，你却不要吃蟹肉 ...small crab forks, and you're trying to get out a crab.
你却转去公用叉 And you're over here jumping to the huge serving fork...
或者那一类的东西，你知道，或者一把长柄勺 ...or something like that. Or a ladle, you know.
嘿？ Hey, And?
猜猜 Guess what.
花生，你现在不跟我说说？ Goober. Are you not talking to me right now?
我只有五片了 I only had, like, five pieces.
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
来，给我 Here, give me that.
-她没来 -你妈妈？ -She didn't come. -Your mom?
我等了她一整天 I waited all day for her.
我还收拾了头发 I did my hair.
她可能得工作或者其它什么事吧 She probably had to work or something like that.
不是，她就是恨我，我让她觉得难堪 No, she just hates me. I make her embarrassed.
她不恨你，我去找人来 She doesn't hate you. I'll get someone.
-不，别告诉其他人 -没事的 -Don't tell anybody! -lt's okay.
我们得去找人，这事很严重 We have to. It's very serious.
他们会送我去精神病院的 They'll take me to Psychiatric!
拜托，我不能再次被送出去 Please, I can't get kicked out again.
好的，我们哪里也不去，好吗？ Okay, we're not gonna go anywhere, all right?
好了，来吧 All right, come on.
我们去房间里 Why don't we go in the other room?
-你怎么做的？ -什么？你说这个？ -How did you do that? -What? That?
这个很简单 It's pretty easy.
你拿一张出来 You just take one of these.
对半撕开 Tear it in half.
就是，你知道的，我也…… Just so you know, I wasn't...
……不想割伤自己或其它东西 ...trying to off myself or anything.
我只是有时候会这样做 It's just something I do sometimes.
不痛吗？ Doesn't it hurt?
其实感觉更好 It feels better.
比较什么而言？ Than what?
其它的一切 Everything else.
就像这样 Like that.
然后你就把它们穿进缝里，就像这样 Then you try and slip them into the cracks like that.
他是个酒鬼吗？ Is he a drunk?
我不知道，可能吧 I don't know. Maybe.
那你肯定得拒绝 Then you'll have to say no.
就好像Darian和Falcon It's just like Darian and Falcon.
他赌博上瘾 He was addicted to gambling...
……即便如此，她还是全心全意爱他 ...and even though she completely loved him...
……可她不得不离开 ...she had to walk away.
是我认识的人吗？ Do I know these people?
Santa Cruz里的角色 From Santa Cruz.
对他们来说，情况更复杂 It was more complicated for them.
他们实际上是同父异母的兄妹 They were actually half-brother, half-sister.
但是Darian发现他好赌的时候，她还不知道这事 But Darian didn't know that when she found out about the gambling.
真不敢相信，我得到了这样的建议 Can't believe this is the advice I'm getting.
一个播了18年的剧可不会脑残 A show doesn't stay on the air for 18 years for being stupid.
今日讲座：“我已经完成了全部12步， Tonight's lecture: ''I've Worked All 12 Steps.
那我能回家了吗？” Can I Go Home Now?''
车来了 Bus is here.
谢谢 Thanks.
哦，天！ Oh, my God.
快来，队员们！ 今天是关于信任 Let's go, team! It's all about trust today.
听着 Listen.
昨晚的事，我真的觉得你应该告诉其他人 About last night, I really think you should tell somebody.
-哦，是的，我已经说了 -哦，啥时候？ -Oh, yeah. I already did. -Yeah, when?
今天早上，我找了我的管理员，我跟她说了…… This morning. I found my counselor, and I told her...
……我们谈了谈，她会帮助我的 ...and we talked about it. She'll help me.
等等，你真的跟她说了？ Hold on. You really talked to her?
没有，我瞎编的 No, I'm making it up.
我们不会真的要爬上这个东西吧？ We don't really have to climb this thing, do we?
我们不知道故事的全部，在我们说三道四之前…… We don't know the whole story. We ought to hear her side...
……我们该听听她这边怎么说 ...before we go saying what's what.
狂饮的Gwen！ Guzzling Gwen!
-戒指面包先生怎么了？ -谁？ -What's with the ring-in-the-roll guy? -Who?
你的男朋友！ Your boyfriend!
Andrea，“保持秘密”这个词是什么意思？ Andrea, does the phrase ''in confidence'' mean anything?
你可没说不能说出去啊 You never said not to tell.
我比谁都清楚你跟谁结婚这事有多重要 I know better than anyone how important it is who you marry.
但是不能因为有人求婚了，你就得答应啊 But just because somebody proposes, that don't mean you have to say yes.
-有人跟Gwen求婚？ -她男朋友 -Did someone propose to Gwen? -Her boyfriend.
-我还以为Gwen是同性恋 -我不是同性恋！ -I thought Gwen was a lesbian. -I'm not a lesbian!
你就算是也不要紧啊 It's okay if you are.
我们能聊点别的吗？ Can we talk about something else?
什么时候求的婚？ When did this happen?
昨天，在湖上 Yesterday. On the lake.
是日落的时候吗？湖上的落日超浪漫的 Was it sunset? Sunset by the lake is very romantic.
是午饭的时候，他带了野餐来…… It was lunchtime, and he brought a picnic...
……还有香槟 ...with champagne.
他带了香槟？ He brought champagne?
我们没喝，我扔了 We didn't drink it. I threw it overboard.
在康复所里灌得你酩酊大醉，这人可不好 It's not a very cool guy to bring you booze in rehab.
他一点都不明白我在这里干什么 He doesn't understand what I'm doing here.
如果你对恢复清醒这件事很认真的话，你的爱人也应该知道这点 If you're serious about getting sober, your love partner would know.
你不必对恢复这么投入 You must not be committed to your recovery.
-啊，天！ -对不起 -Oh, my God! -Sorry.
你现在不该做点什么吗？ Shouldn't you be doing something now?
-我抓住你了 -我说你得甩了这人 -I got you. -I say you dump that guy.
我能自己拿主意，好吗？我不要你们帮忙 I can make this decision on my own, okay? I don't need your help.
你的指示牌可不是这么说的 That's not what your sign says.
别理我的指示牌！ Forget what my sign says!
他不了解我！你们也都不了解！ He doesn't know a thing about me! Neither do you all!
你们又没过我这种乱七八糟的生活 You don't live my shitty life.
等你们活成我这样，你们就不会说放弃这个对我唯一重要的人！ Until you do, do not tell me to give up the one person that matters to me!
我知道他不够完美，但他是我生日时候唯一出现的人 I know he's not perfect, but he's the one that'll show up on my birthday...
他还说，“真高兴我们俩都来到了这个世界！” ...and say, ''I'm glad you were born!''
你怎么啦！ What's the matter with you?
-放手 -相信它 -Just let go. -Trust it.
哦，天哪，看看我的鼓包 Oh, my God! Look at my package.
我们进来吧 Here we go.
有女卫生间的钥匙吗？ 谢谢 Is there a key to the ladies' room? Thank you.
不好意思，先生 Excuse me, sir.
能给我男卫生间的钥匙吗？ Can l have the key to the men's room?
什么？ What?
-什么？ -是Eddie Boone！ -What? -Eddie Boone!
谢谢 Thank you.
来来来 Come on, come on, come on.
我需要几张纸，还有笔 I need some paper, some pens.
爸爸，我们要一张餐巾纸之类的 Dad, we need a napkin or something.
好的，等着，我找找 Okay, hold on. Let me look.
-我们只有这些，给 -谢谢 -This is all I got. That's it. -Thanks.
-你叫什么名字 -我是Adam -What's your name? -I'm Adam.
-我是Dan -Adam和Dan -And I'm Dan. -Adam and Dan.
8月4日你对阵勇士队时打出了无安打 You pitched a no-hitter against the Braves on August 4th.
是吗？8月4日？ Is that right? August 4th?
Eddie，你的车在哪儿？ 我敢说一定酷极了 Eddie, where's your car, man? I bet it's really cool!
我的车？ My car?
孩子们，我们得回家了，说再见吧 Guys, we gotta get home. Say goodbye now.
很高兴遇见你 Nice to meet you.
嗯，我也是 Yeah. Nice to meet you.
Eddie，祝你这一赛季打出好成绩 Have a great season, Eddie.
收信了 Mail call.
魅力小花，没必要吧 Charm Blossom, this really isn't necessary.
把邮件排成柱状图，显得我们生活多充实似的 Lining up the mail like a bar graph to show the fullness of our lives.
我知道自己生活够空虚的了，行了吧？ I know my life is empty, okay?
这是你的 For you.
-在看比赛录像带？ -是的 -Watching game tapes? -Yep.
姜味零食卖完了 They're out of ginger snaps.
看起来你的邮件比我的有意思多了 Looks like your mail's more fun than mine.
你要吃吗？ Do you want them?
-你不吃？ -不吃 -You don't want them? -No.
你拿到了什么？ What'd you get?
-我姐姐要来家人对话 -很好啊 -My sister's coming to family sessions. -That's good.
不好，我宁愿花掉一大笔钱也不想听到她说什么 No. I'd pay very good money not to hear what she has to say.
那么，这么说吧，你的球怎么了？| So what's wrong with your balls? So to speak.
这么说吧，没什么，我不想要了 So to speak, nothing. I don't want them.
-为什么不？ -因为我不想要了 -Why not? -Because I don't.
你这种叫作同义反复。“事情是这样的，因为它们本来就是这样的” That's a tautology. Something is what it is because it is what it is.
天空是蓝色的，因为它反射了大海的颜色 The sky is blue because it reflects the ocean.
大海是蓝色的，因为它反射了天空的颜色 The ocean is blue because it reflects the sky.
你在跟谁说话？ Who are you talking to?
我不知道 I have no idea.
我敢打赌，你一分钟都不能安安静静地坐着 I bet you can't sit still and be quiet for one minute.
我可以 l can.
我们现在试试？ Is this what we're doing now?
一个安静小游戏？ A little quiet contest?
等等 Wait a minute!
-不是比赛录像带 -等等 -These are not game tapes. -Wait!
-哦，天哪！ -给我！ -Oh, my God! -Let me have that!
我知道这是什么！简直不敢相信你看这种剧！ I know what this is! I can't believe you watch this!
-我没看！ -Santa Cruz观众 -I wasn't! -Santa Cruz watcher.
-对不起 -没关系 -I'm sorry. -It's fine.
-不，我很抱歉，对不起 -不用，真的没关系 -No, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. -No, it's totally fine.
我总是这样，总是 I always do that. I always do that.
你总是怎样？ You always do what?
女人…… Women....
毒品，女人，我意思是，想都不想就行动了 Drugs, women. I mean, just leap before you think.
不是说你，我意思是…… Not you. I mean....
你在说什么？怎么？你…… What are you saying? What? You were...
……试图迷醉我？ ...trying to snort me?
是啊，可能吧 Yeah, maybe.
这是个感谢他治愈了你的癌症的好机会 What a perfect opportunity to thank him for curing your cancer.
如果我知道他救你的命是是为了加入…… If I had known he was gonna save your Iife just to join it with his...
……那我宁愿你死掉 ...I wouId've preferred you'd died.
这是一部好剧，只要你能认得里面每个人 Pretty good show once you get to know everybody in it.
所以是谁把那些球寄给你的？ So who sent you all those balls?
我的经纪人，他想对我从精神上鼓励我 My agent. He's trying to psych me up.
哦，为了下一个赛季？ Oh, for next season?
呃，为了能有下一个赛季？ Well, for there to be a next season.
怎么？你在考虑退休了？ Why? You thinking about retiring?
我不知道，可能吧。我的意思是你总得退休啊 I don't know. Might have to. I mean, you gotta quit sometime.
我可不是22岁了 I'm not 22 anymore.
再加上，你知道，也许有个比较正常的生活…… Plus, you know, maybe a more normal life...
……压力会小一点 ...might be a little less pressure.
我懂，娶个可爱的姑娘，搬到郊区去住…… I understand. Marry a cute girl, move to the suburbs...
……周末除除草，你就再也不会想吸可卡因了 ...spend your weekends mowing. You won't want to do coke again.
-你还好吗？ -头好痛！ -Are you okay? -These headaches!
Darian？Darian？ Darian? Darian?
见鬼他在这里干嘛？ What the hell is he doing here?
快叫救护车，他有脑膜细胞瘤 Get an ambulance. He has meligioma astrocytroma.
这是什么病？ What is it?
脑瘤的微小集群 A tiny little cluster of brain tumors.
“微小集群？” ''Tiny clusters''?
他病得很严重 He's very sick.
所有病人们注意，今晚讲座： Attention all patients. Tonight's lecture:
“用喝醉的方式来庆祝清醒有什么不对？” ''What's Wrong With Celebrating Sobriety By Getting Drunk?''
给她 Give it to her.
快给她 Just give it to her.
天哪！你从哪里弄来的？ My God! Where did you get this?
各位，这就是我看的肥皂剧 Guys, this is the soap opera that F watch.
-你看了这部肥皂剧？ -是 -You watch my soap? -Yeah.
Eddie，你真让我惊奇 Eddie, you surprise me.
我每五天才工作一次，我的时间还能干点什么呢？ I only work every fifth day. What else do I do with my time?
好吧，非常感谢 Well, thank you very much.
有时候我喜欢读书，比如，文学作品之类的 Sometimes I like to read. You know, literature? Stuff like that.
正是因为你好赌，你失去了你的钱，以及我对你的尊重 Your betting is what lost you your money and my respect.
我爱你 I love you.
妈妈，Dr. Griffin，你们来这干嘛？ Mom, Dr. Griffin, what are you doing here?
我们必须告诉你一些关于Falcon的事 We've come to tell you something about Falcon.
Darian，看起来，我怀了Falcon的孩子 Darian, it looks Iike I may be carrying Falcon's child.
你要赌什么呢？这孩子…… What do you want to bet that child...
肯定也有好赌的问题吧？ ...turns out to have a gambling problem?
脑膜细胞瘤又一次发作而已 It's just another tiny cluster.
你快做点什么！ Do something!
熬一分钟就过去了 It'll be over in a minute.
他会挺过去的，Falcon会回来的，比以前还好 He'll get over it. Falcon will be back, better than ever.
不会，Falcon要离开这部剧了 No, Falcon's leaving the show.
他有脑膜细胞瘤呢！ He's having brain clusters.
可能比脑膜细胞瘤还严重 Maybe it's more than a tiny cluster.
我恨这个当妈的 I hate that mother.
我喜欢她 I love her.
-你喜欢她？ -我觉得她挺逗的 -You do? -I think she's hilarious.
我要你跟Gwen说说，而且要说清楚 I want you to talk to Gwen, and be specific.
以一个具体事件来说 Pick one incident.
你毁了我的婚礼 You ruined my wedding.
那么当时你感觉如何？ And when that happened, how did you feel?
你以为我能感觉如何？ How do you think it made me feel?
告诉她 Tell her.
我来这是试着解释一下，好吗？我意思是，既然你问到，那么我就…… I'm trying to explain here, okay? I mean, you asked me, so I'm just....
我意思是说，她醉醺醺地过来 I mean, she shows up drunk...
整个仪式上都步履蹒跚 ...stumbles through the entire ceremony.
在接待会上，她站起来 At the reception, she gets up...
当着我朋友们的面 ...and, in front of my friends...
当着我新家人的面，她开始了她的祝酒词…… ...my new in-laws, she gives this toast...
-简直太…… -什么？什么祝酒词？ -...that was completely-- -What? What toast?
-Gwen，让你姐姐来说 -什么祝酒词？ -Gwen, let your sister talk. -What toast?
“好吧，不是所有人都是完美的，但至少我们中一些人可以去试试。” ''Well, not everybody can be perfect. But at least some of us can try.''
我们都知道成年人都得妥协 We all know that grownups have to make compromises.
而Lily已经成年很久了 And Lily is very, very grown up.
所以她说了一些话 So that's what she did.
她说： She said:
“安德鲁 ''ls Andrew...
……真的是世界上…… ...the very best man for me...
对我最好的男人吗？ ...on this earth?
不是，我说，真不是。” No. And I mean, no.''
她说，“嘿，我又不能越来越年轻， She says, ''Hey, I'm not getting any younger.
他又那么那么有钱 He makes a hell of a lot of money.
所以我还是嫁给这个小傻瓜吧。” So I'll marry the little sucker.''
敬Lily和她的小傻瓜 To Lily and her little sucker.
这假的吧 That's not what happened.
你觉得你对那天的记忆比我还好？ You think that your memory of that day is somehow better than mine?
-我不觉得 -按照格式来 -I don't think so. -Stick with the format.
我就是按照格式来的，我想给你们描述一幅画面 I'm sticking to the format. I'm just trying to give you a picture here.
接着她就像个受害者似的 And she walks around...
四处走走 ...like some victim...
好像生活对她多不公平似的 ...like life just handed her this raw deal.
好吧，你知道，我爸爸也离开了 Well, you know, my father left too.
我妈妈也在我很小的时候就死了 And my mother died when I was little too.
可是我就不会把这…… And you don't see me using that...
……作为完全丧失自我的借口， ...as some excuse to just completely abandon all self-control...
来纵容自己沉沦 ...and indulge myself--
沉沦？什么？你觉得我喜欢这样吗？ Indulge? What? You think I like this?
我们偏离轨道了，Lily We've gotten off-track here. Lily.
想想对Gwen在你婚礼上的所作所为 Think about Gwen's behavior at your wedding...
再跟她说说你的感受 ...and tell her now how you feel.
是啊，Lily，你有什么感受呢？ Yeah, Lily, how does it make you feel?
你知道，这可真是…… You know, this is just....
我才不想来这 l don't need this.
我有我的生活 I have a life.
Lily，等等我 Lily, wait for me.
你输了 Beat you.
你在这做什么？ What are you doing?
好极了，我又搞砸了一件事 Great. Another thing I suck at.
喂，等等，Gwen，嘿 Well, hold on. Gwen, hey.
过来吧 Please.
就一会儿 Come here a second.
-干嘛？ -你在想什么？ -What? -What were you thinking about?
你把球扔出去的时候，你在想什么？ When you threw the ball, what were you thinking about?
我不知道，非洲蚂蚁的交配习性？我不知道 I don't know. The mating habits of African ants. I don't know.
乱七八糟的事 The striped thing.
你在想要打中那床被子 You were thinking about hitting the mattress.
好吧，你要知道，这听起来也许好笑，但你全错了 Well, you know, it might sound funny to you, but that's all wrong.
当你瞄准靶心范围 When you lock in on the strike zone...
它看起来就像花生那么大 ...it's looking about the size of a peanut.
然后你就想，“靠，我得用这个小球打中那里？” And you think, ''Damn. I gotta get that little ball in there?''
那你就把自己吓出局了 You've psyched yourself right out of the game.
靶心范围啊，叫喊啊 The strike zone, the call...
计时啊，击球手啊，全部忘掉 ...the count, the batter, forget all that.
你要专注于最小的事，那些你能控制的事 You gotta think about the little things. The things you can control.
你能控制你的站姿、你的平衡 You can control your stance, your balance...
……你的投掷，你的跟进动作 ...your release, your follow-through.
想想这些小事情，只要这些小事情…… Think about those little things and only those little things....
你知道吗？我意思是…… You know? I mean....
因为一旦你投出这个球…… Because when you let go of the ball...
……就到此为止了 ...it's over.
你不用对当时的赛况负责，那是别人的事 You don't have a say in what happens. That's somebody else's job.
-我想让你试试这个 -我不试 -I want you to try this. -I don't want to.
我就是好奇而已 I'm just curious.
-我不想做 -我就看看你怎么握球的 -I don't want to do it. -I just want to see how you hold it.
别握紧了，别握紧，看看它，看看 Don't grab it, don't grab it. Look at it, look at it.
像握一颗鸡蛋一样 Hold it like an egg.
放松，轻松点，好吗？ Loose. Easy. All right?
我从那边看看 Let me get a look at it from over there.
远点那边 Let me get a look at it from over there.
好了 All right.
现在我要你把它简单轻松地投过来 I want you to throw it over here nice and easy.
用你的左手指着我 Point at me with your left hand.
朝你指着的地方投过来 Throw it where you're pointing at.
好一点了，不过你给击球手喂球了 Better. But you nutted the batter...
另外一队就能把你们打出局 ...and the other team's beating the crap out of you.
再来，小心，我要你再试一次 Try again. Heads up. I want you to do it again.
这一次，闭上眼睛 This time, shut your eyes.
-什么？ -你把眼睛闭起来就对了 -What? -Just shut your eyes.
-太奇怪了 -连射吧 -So weird. -Fire away.
就这样的，这一下在哪里都是攻击 Right there. That is a strike in any country.
你很有天分 You're a natural.
别逗了 Come on.
大家注意了，疯狂的定义 Folks, the definition of insanity...
就是一遍又一遍地重复同样的行为，却期待得到不同的结果 ...is repeating the same behavior over and over, expecting different results.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我有一个问题 I have a question.
有一天当我们都离开这里了，我们的需求都被满足了…… Once we all leave, we have needs that are going to need to be filled...
……被人满足，身体上的满足 ...by people, physically, at times.
用什么方法，在什么时候我们能够这么做呢？不用说方法，就是什么时候？ How and when can we do that? Not how, just when?
嗯，我懂了 Yeah, I know, I know.
人们康复之后，都想知道，什么时候才是开始约会的好时机？ People in recovery want to know when's a good time to start dating.
我的经验规则是，当你回到家开始培养一棵植物 And my rule of thumb is, when you get home, get yourself a plant.
我喜欢吊兰，当然这随你喜欢 I like spider plants, but whatever turns you on.
然后，大概一年过后，再养一只宠物，接着，如果，这么说吧…… Then, in about a year, get a pet. And then, if, in say...
两年后，如果你的植物和宠物都还活着 ...two years, the plant and the pet are still alive...
那你可以考虑发展一段亲密关系了 ...then you can start to think about having a relationship.
谢谢 Thanks.
我会好好的，我知道该做什么 I'll be fine. I know what to do.
不要喝酒，要去参加聚会，找一个保证人，寻求别人的帮助 Don't drink, go to meetings, find a sponsor, ask for help.
你走上快乐的小路 Happy trails to you
那就一直微笑吧 Keep smiling until then
谁管乌云满天 Who cares about the clouds
只要我们还在一起 If we're together
那就唱一首歌吧，带来你的阳光…… Just sing a song And bring the sunny....
好吧，我希望他能做到 Well, F hope he makes it.
从统计上来看，我们只有3/10才会撑下来 Statistically, only three out of 10 of us will.
所以，从某个角度来说 So in a way...
他复发对我们来说是好事 ...it's good for us if he goes back to using. You know?
概率问题 Odds-wise.
哎，我喜欢这样的下午 God, I love afternoons like this.
你知道少了什么吗？ Do you know what's missing?
我却没有装在玻璃杯里的配了两枚橄榄的干伏特加马提尼酒 That I don't have a dry vodka martini with two olives in a chilled glass.
真怀念啊 God, I miss that.
最近有天晚上我清醒地躺着 Lately I've been lying awake at night...
想了想我烂醉时做过的糟糕的事情 ...thinking of the dumb-ass things I've done when I was messed up.
去年有一天晚餐的时候，我吐了，全吐在了火腿上 One night last year, at dinner, I threw up all over my glazed ham.
然后我就想，“大概没人注意到吧” Then I thought, ''Well, maybe nobody noticed.''
我可不觉得那是锦上添花的事 F don't think of it as a garnish.
我是赢家啊 I'm a winner.
哦天 Oh, God.
你知道对我来说，最坏的事情是什么吗？ You know what the worst one was? For me?
我在这世界上最好的朋友 My best friend in the whole world.
我们一起长大，玩球、打猎、钓鱼 We grew up playing ball, hunting and fishing.
有个星期天早上，他走进来，撞见我和他老婆在床上 One Sunday morning, he walks in on me and his wife in bed.
你永远无法原谅 You never live that one down.
跟我说说你的事 Tell me one of yours.
什么？ Excuse me?
你喝得烂醉的时候，做过最糟糕的事情是什么？ What's the worst thing you did when you were messed up?
我不知道 I don't know.
来吧，说几个，我选一个好了 Come on. Give me a couple. I'll pick one.
我真的一个都记不起来了 I don't really remember any.
我刚跟你说的事可是…… I just told you some stuff that's....
我是个酒鬼，你知道吗？酒鬼什么都不记得 I'm a drunk. Drunks forget everything. You know?
说吧 Come on.
干嘛要说？让我重数自己的悲惨15年来羞辱自己吗？ Why? So I can recount the last 15 disgusting years to humiliate myself?
-不用，谢了 -为什么不？ -No, thanks. -Why not?
因为我就是不想说这个 Because I don't feel like talking about it.
你的答案太好了？ You too good for me?
你是蠢吗？你妈把你头摔地上过？ Are you dense? Did your mom drop you on your head?
我说了不要说，我不想说，你就别想了 I said no. I don't want to talk about it. Just drop it.
天啊，这个太难了 God, it's so hard.
你是医生，就本该这样 You're a doctor. That's the way it's supposed to be.
我们这里自己提行李袋，这可不是喜来登 We carry our own bags here. This isn't the Sheraton.
你要做的杂事都贴出来了，我们从这边上楼梯 Your chores are posted. We will take the stairs.
什么？我付了你们一大笔钱，我才不做事呢 What? I paid you a shitload of money. I am not doing any chores.
-嗑药 -酗酒 -Pills. -Booze.
可卡因，还滥交 Coke and sex.
Deirdre，那是你的女儿Darian It's your daughter, Darian, Deirdre.
别管Darian了，我早就把她弄床上去了 Don't worry about Darian. I tucked her into bed hours ago.
我也是 So did I.
不 No.
哦天！ Oh, God!
这一集真是不可思议，希望你也看了 It was an unbelievable episode. I wish you'd seen it.
每个人都疯了 Everyone was losing their minds.
你在干嘛呢？ What are you doing?
打包行李 Packing.
要不然呢？ What does it look like?
-你这几天又不会走 -所以？ -You're not leaving for a couple days. -So?
我会走的，先做准备比较好 l am leaving. Might as well get ready.
把房间弄得跟家里一样，没有意义 There's no point in making this room all homey...
-大概也就再过42个小时了 ...for only, like, 42 more hours.
在宵禁前还有20分钟，我们去买点冰淇淋 There's 20 minutes left till curfew. Let's get ice cream.
-好满足下你的嗜糖癖 -不去，谢了 -Satisfy your sugar cravings. -No, thanks.
你没必要这样 You don't have to do this.
哪样？ Do what?
你怎么知道我该干嘛？ 你出过康复所吗？ How do you know what I have to do? Have you ever left rehab?
不是，我只是—— No, but I--
既然你都没出过，那你就不知道你在说什么 You've never left rehab, so you don't know what you're talking about.
没错，但是我也唱过一些动情的赞美诗—— True, but I have been a part of some very emotional sing-outs--
哦对，抱歉，你是唱过几次《依赖我》 I'm sorry. That's right. You sang ''Lean On Me'' a few times.
有史以来最蠢的甜腻歌曲 The stupidest cheesy song ever.
你一定比其他人都更知道离开康复所的事 You must know about leaving rehab better than anyone.
我掉了根睫毛，快许个愿 I got an eyelash. Make a wish.
我孩子们的监护权 Custody of my kids.
清醒 Sobriety.
拜托孩子，我们都要清醒 Come on, baby. We all want that.
想点别的 Think of something else.
我的包皮回来吧 My foreskin back.
也没人问过我，他们就把它割了 No one asked me before they took it.
他们就这么割了 They just took it.
也是种分享啊，Gerhardt Way to share, Gerhardt. Way to share.
好吧，我们来了 Okay, here we go.
全出 All gone.
（办公人员才能使用）看看告示 Read the sign.
Betty，你的爱在哪里呢？ Betty, where's the love?
哇，Daniel Daniel, wow.
狂饮的Gwen Guzzling Gwen.
你怎么了？ What happened?
这个吗？对天发誓我也不知道 This? I honest to God don't know.
好吧，真的很高兴见到你 Well, it's really nice to see you.
快开房去 Get a room.
哦，天哪，你开了个玩笑！ Oh, my God, it's a joke!
真是奇迹！哦，你知道吗？ It's a miracle! Oh, you know what?
如果你有时间，我想请教你一些医学知识 I could use your medical expertise, if you got a second.
我有时间 I got a second.
-记得戴套套哦 -啊两个玩笑了！就一天呢！ -Use a condom. -Ah, two! Two in one day!
Gerhardt？ Gerhardt?
因为Andrea要离开了，我写了这个，那是给你的 I wrote this for Andrea's going away, and that is for you.
-我是主角？ -是的 -Am I the lead? -Yes.
如果你能来，那就太好了 If you could do that, that would be great.
我应该执导吧 I should direct this.
-你不会要我的 -你会很棒的 -You don't want me. -You'll be great.
Gwen，我会毁了它的 Gwen, I'll ruin it.
你涂上润唇膏 You get to wear lipstick.
真的？ Really?
想想梅丽尔·斯特里普 So just think Meryl Streep.
想想《暗夜哭声》，你记起来了？ Think Cry in the Dark. Remember?
“野狗偷了我的孩子， 野狗偷了我的孩子” ''Dingo stole my baby. A dingo stole my baby.''
Andrea D.，来拿邮件，在帕克小屋，主屋这里 Andrea D., mail pickup at the Parker cabin, main room.
好了，快快快 Okay, go. Go, go.
-Gerhardt，快来！ -好的，来了 -Gerhardt, come on! -All right. Okay.
小心电话 Watch the phone.
有人送了你一只小猴子 Somebody sent you a cute little monkey.
我们以前在这里也做的，真的挺简单的 We used to make those here. They're real easy.
你拿起线头，拴在指头上 You take a string, tie it around the toes.
就成了头了 Becomes the head.
然后胳膊—— And arms--
过来 Come here.
坐 Sit down.
大家好，我是Gwen Hello, everybody. My name's Gwen.
我是酒鬼，酗酒上瘾，我想你们都知道这点了 I'm an alcoholic and an addict. But I guess you already know that.
为了庆祝Andrea离开 In honor of Andrea's departure...
就不再唱《依赖我》了 ...instead of singing ''Lean On Me'' yet again...
我们搞了个自己版本的Santa Cruz ...we have our own version of Santa Cruz.
希望你们喜欢 I hope you like it.
现在开始 And now...
Santa Booze ...Santa Booze.
哦，Falcon，我太担心了 Oh, Falcon. I am so afraid.
等你他们发现我把你带出医院了 When they find I've taken you out of the hospital...
妈妈和Griffin医生肯定会过来的 ...Mother and Dr. Griffin Hartley are sure to come here.
我们怎么办呢？ What will we do?
如果我不能和你不在—— If I can't be without--
在一起 With you.
如果我不能和你在一起， 我宁愿去死 If I can't be with you, I would rather be dead.
但是，天哪，我脑子里痛得要死 But, dear God, the tiny clusters of tumors in my brain.
但是，天哪，他脑子里痛得要死 Oh, God, the tiny little clusters of tumors in his brain!
快来人啦 Somebody, help! Oh, God!
等等…… Wait...
……我有药…… ...I have some pills that....
我好了，没事了，我好了 I'm okay. It's okay. I'm okay.
哦，Falcon Oh, Falcon...
抱紧我 ...hold me.
我就知道你们俩在一起 I knew we'd find you two together.
Darian，你的恋人…… Darian, your lover...
……也是你的哥哥！ ...is also your sister!
不！ No!
不可能 It's not possible.
不可能 It is not possible.
亲爱的Deirdre，我有坏消息告诉你 Deirdre, darling, l have some bad news.
你的女儿Darian，Falcon的恋人和妹妹…… Your daughter, Darian, Falcon's lover and sister...
……怀了我的孩子 ...is also carrying my baby.
-不！ -不！ -No! -No!
哦我的上帝！ Oh, God!
滚出去！滚出去！ Get out of here! Get out of here!
好的，我这就走，我得先做点事 All right. I got no problem getting out of here. I'll do this.
-你干嘛？ -即兴发挥，肥皂剧里都这样 -What are you doing? -Improvising. They do that on soaps.
你干嘛？ What are you doing?
即兴发挥，你忍忍 Just improvising. Go with it.
-哦！但是，我的头！ -是星星…… -Oh! But, no, my tumors! -It's the melio....
星形黑色素细胞瘤 Melagioma nestrocytroma.
管它呢，抱歉，我什么也做不了 Whatever. I'm sorry. There's nothing I can do.
你干什么？ What are you doing?
剧本说我们要接吻 It says in the script that we kiss.
我喜欢你，一路平安，但我不会亲Gerhardt的 I like you, bon voyage, but I'm not kissing Gerhardt.
好了各位 Okay, everybody.
演得很好，非常好的分享，我真的很喜欢 Excellent work. That was really good sharing. I really enjoyed that.
很好地使用了表达感受的词语，再来点 Good use of feeling words and all that. Give me more.
你又是谁？ Who are you?
Evelyn，你就没认出这帽子吗？ Evelyn. Don't you recognize the hat?
好了，不过看着你们这些…… Okay, but seeing as you're all addicts...
吸毒的，滥交的，都有16年了 ...drugs, sex, the same story line for 16 years...
有些治疗工具可以帮助你们前行 ...here are some therapeutic tools to keep you going.
有时候你们在反抗之前必须得先屈服 Sometimes you gotta kiss ass before you can kick it.
会杀人的是匆匆加速而不是舒缓安逸 lt's the engine that kills you, not the caboose.
要做爱，不要战争 Make love, not war.
不用成为别人的口号，你本身就是一首诗歌 Don't ever be someone's slogan, because you are poetry.
谢谢你 Thank you.
不用谢 You're welcome.
你错过了一场超好的演出，你喜欢的角色都在里面了 You missed a damn fine show. All your favorite characters were there.
哦，真为你高兴 Yeah, well, l'm happy for you.
你不会还生我的气吧 You can't still be mad at me.
听着，我很抱歉我说了那些话，你当然不蠢 Listen, I'm sorry I said that. You're not dense.
你很了不起 You're great. And....
我不想在你面前…… That's why I didn't want to rehash...
……重提我糟糕的过去，因为…… ...my entire disgusting history in front of you, because....
你会怎么想，你会—— And what you'll think. You'll just--
我知道人们对撬掉别人男友的女人怎么想 I know people's perceptions of girls who screw other girls' boyfriends.
当有人走近酒吧，却发现…… I know what the world's perception is on somebody who goes into a bar...
把3岁的教子忘车里了，我知道人们会怎么想 ...and realizes hours later l've left my 3-year-old godson in the car.
人们不会喜欢那样的人，我也不喜欢那样的人 People don't like people like that. I don't like people like that.
那些只是你做过的事，并不能决定你是什么样的人 Those are just things you've done. Not who you are.
你知道的，人都会犯错的 People make mistakes, you know?
你很好 Who you are is just fine.
不仅仅是很好 More than fine.
Jasper，你在这干什么呢？ Jasper. What are you doing here?
我到处找你呢，还真找到了 I was looking for you. Successfully, as it turns out.
我意思是，你不是在你父母家里？ I meant, why aren't you at your parents' house?
我意识到，比起和他们一起完全变老 I realized, what with them being completely senile...
……不如直接给他们打个电话感谢这些美好时光，他们也许以为我去旅行了 ...I could thank them for a great time, they'll think I made the trip.
看吧，我觉得你也许会寂寞 See, l thought you might be lonely.
这是Eddie This is Eddie.
他也是这里的一个病人 He's a patient here.
Oklahoma来的 And he's from Oklahoma.
你好，Oklahoma的Eddie，我是Jasper How do you do, Eddie from Oklahoma? l'm Jasper.
好吧，我不当电灯泡了 I'll leave you guys to it, then.
等等，我可没那意思 Hang on, I don't know about that.
你看吧，根据我所看到的，Gwennie，我们现在有两个选择 You see, the way I see it, Gwennie, we've got two options here.
选项1：我们就让Eddie回去洗澡…… Scenario 1 : We let Eddie head off to the showers...
洗掉他充满男人味的汗水，而我们就胡混一天 ...wash off that manly sweat, and we could bullshit our way through the day.
选项2： Or scenario 2:
我们就承认现在这个尴尬的情况好了 We could acknowledge the awkward situation we're in.
我不知道你正在说什么 I don't know what you mean.
你这明明是投了选项1一票，你呢，Oklahoma的Eddie That's a clear vote for scenario 1 . How about you, Eddie from Oklahoma?
在权衡两项吗？ Care to weigh in?
你弃权了？有意思 Abstaining? Interesting.
看来只有我倾向于实话实话了 That leaves only me in favor of calling a spade a spade.
那我就说了，抱歉。但我希望你别来泡我的未婚妻 And saying, pardon me, but I'd prefer if you wouldn't sleep with my fiancee.
你搞错了，哥们儿 You got the wrong idea here, pal.
别管我叫“哥们儿” Don't call me ''pal.''
我才不是你的哥们儿，别以为我是白痴 I'm not your pal. And don't treat me like an idiot.
给我礼貌一点，因为我也不是好惹的 Do me that one courtesy, because I'm not that, either.
事实上，我比你们乡下人全家 In fact, I've got more brain cells...
加起来还聪明 ...than your entire redneck family all put together.
Jasper，别犯浑了 Don't be a jerk.
Gwen，别犯贱了，退开，哥们儿 Gwen, don't be a slut. Back off, pal.
走开，走开 Go. Go.
-让我看看，让我—— -滚开 -Let me see it. Let me just-- -Get off!
冰敷一下吧 Let's put some ice on it.
来吧 Come on.
这边 This way.
亲爱的，醒醒 Honey, wake up.
来人啊，来人啊 Somebody! Somebody! Come!
Gwen，怎么了？ Gwen, what is it?
回你们自己的房间 Go back in your rooms!
你怎么了？ 你的手好冷 What did you do? Your hands are so cold.
快来！ Hurry up!
怎么啦？ What happened?
-她用了那个 -什么？ -She took that. -Well, what?
我不知道那是什么，快找人来 I don't know what this is! Get somebody!
我们这里告急，派辆救护车来 We have an emergency. Send an ambulance.
让我来 Let me in.
你们回房间去 Get back in your rooms!
哦，上帝啊 Oh, Jesus.
我愿常在梦中，也不想醒来生活 I'd rather be dreaming than living
生活如此艰难 Living's just too hard to do
都是机会，却不能选择 It's chances, not choices
都是噪音，却不是声音 Noises, not voices
度过每一天都是要熬过去的一件事 A day's just a thing to get through
生活是件难熬的事 Living's just too hard to do
梦也许是伪装 Dreams might be pretend
但梦境终会结束 But at least dreams end
而我只是无法停止去想它 And I just can't stop thinking, you see
尽管那对我来说只是个小小的安慰 Thought's a small comfort to me
我们这个团体都因为失去她，受到了深深的影响 We as a community have all been deeply affected by our loss.
我们就从说出自己的感受开始 I'd like to begin with how I feel. And that's...
……太吓人了 ...scared.
因为我听过这里很多人都说过，“我只想再来一次” Because I've heard so many people here say, ''I just want to use one more time.''
Andrea的“再来一次”带走了她的生命 Andrea's ''one more time'' was what killed her.
她不是自杀的 She didn't kill herself.
她嗑了药 She used.
配药过量 She overdosed.
就是这样 That's what happens....
没有什么人…… There's nothing...
……你，我，或者其他任何人能够为此做什么 ...you or I or anybody could've done about it.
这很重要，你必须明白这点 It's important. You need to understand this.
是我 It's me.
怎么了？ What happened?
你还好吗？ Are you all right?
Gwennie？ Gwennie?
对不起 I'm sorry.
我不知道…… I don't know....
你想知道我的感受？ You want to know how I feel?
我一直以来对你的感受？ How I always felt around you?
小 Small.
你的身上有这种…… You have this...
……东西 ...way.
你知道的，就是妈妈身上有的那种 You know, it's that Mom thing.
惊人的吸引力 That amazing gravitational force.
即使她过得一团糟，世界也会留心于她 Even when she was a mess, you know, the world noticed her.
你也是 You have that.
而且我想…… And I guess...
我想，你一直都明白这一点 ...I figured that you always knew that.
我不知道，我回家的时候 I don't know. When I went back home...
……我开始思考 ...I started thinking.
你或许并不了解 And maybe you don't know that...
自己的这个优点 ...about yourself.
我意思是，有谁会告诉你呢？当然不会是我 I mean, who would've told you, you know? Not me.
我只跟你说过…… The only thing I ever told you was...
……你有多让人讨厌 ...what a pain in the ass you were.
我的确让人讨厌 I am a pain in the ass.
即使一个讨厌的人也会需要…… Even a pain in the ass needs...
……有人…… ...someone...
来照顾她 ...to take care of them.
可是我却没有这样做 I didn't do that.
我没有…… I didn't...
……但我应该这么做的 ...and I should have.
我应该辅导你完成家庭作业 I should have helped you with your homework.
我应该去接你放学 I should have walked you home after school.
有时候我和朋友们一起走，看见你…… Sometimes I'd be walking with my friends, and I'd see you...
独自一人在前面半个街区 ...half a block ahead, all alone.
你看上去这么小 You were so little.
嗯，你也是 Well, so were you.
我从没寻求过帮助，所以…… I never asked for help, so....
可是你需要帮助，不是吗？ But you needed it. Didn't you?
每个人都需要 And everybody does.
是的 Yep.
我很抱歉我这么让人无法爱我 I'm sorry I make it so impossible to love me.
你让我怎么能不爱你 You make it impossible for me not to love you.
90天内见90次面 Ninety meetings in ninety days.
需要时要去寻求帮助，总有人会帮你的 And ask for help. It's always there.
还有什么？ Anything else?
只有再见了 Just goodbye.
听着，我喝醉了 Look, I messed up.
我当时被惹恼了 I got riled up.
除了说声抱歉，我现在什么也做不了 There isn't a lot I can do about it now, except to say I'm sorry.
你知道，人总是会犯错 And you know, people make mistakes.
如果你不能理解，如果你…… If you can't handle that, if you....
如果你觉得 If you want to decide that...
我搞砸了意味着我不配做你的朋友…… ...my messing up means I'm not worth being your friend...
那你也不如自己以为的那么聪明 ...then you're not as smart as you think you are.
Jasper那个人 That guy, Jasper.
我不认识他 I don't know him.
但是我知道，他对你而言很危险 But I do know that he is dangerous for you.
等等 Wait.
火鸡（译注，也意为笨蛋） Turkey.
也象征着上次我们见面时我的行为 Meant to be symbolic of my behavior last time we saw each other.
我试着去找到一些烤过的混蛋，但是…… I tried to track down some roasted asshole, but....
听着？ Listen, all right?
我一直在想我们的事，我可以为你改变 I've been thinking about us. I can change if you want me to.
我们可以过一个全然不同的生活，好不好？ And we can have a totally different life. All right?
我会去买双跑鞋 I'll buy running shoes.
我们可以做瑜伽，慢跑，把日子过得井然有序 We'll take up yoga or jogging. We'll be organized.
付账单，用牙线清洁牙齿 Pay our bills, floss our teeth.
再也不在公寓里放火 We won't set fire to the apartment anymore.
我会去买条金鱼，然后我们就可以像普通人一样 I'll buy a goldfish, and we'll be like normal people.
你讨厌普通人 You hate normal people.
不是，我讨厌的是生活中没有你 No. What l hate is being without you.
你不会要独自生活吧？ You don't want to do this on your own, do you?
我们一定要去那 We have to go.
有10个人死了，但是有500个人都玩得很好 Ten people die, but 500 people have an amazing time...
在科茨沃尔德中部做奶酪 ...chasing this cheese in the middle of the Cotswolds.
唯一一个死掉的是个老妇，本来也该死了 The only person who dies, should really die, is old women.
Jasper，你有闭上嘴过吗？ Jasper, do you ever shut up?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
只是，你知道，如果我真的要—— But it's just that, you know, if I'm gonna really--
保持清醒而镇定，节目里说过 Stay clean and sober, as they say in the program.
是的，可是没这么简单 Yeah. But it's not that simple.
每件事都得改变 Everything has to be different.
绝对同意 Absolutely.
包括我们 And that includes us.
我要改变我自己 I'm trying to change things in me.
-我要—— -看看那是谁 -I'm trying to-- -Look who's here.
嘿，Marty Hey, Marty.
Elaine，看 Elaine, look.
我正想着会在这里会遇到你 I was hoping I'd find you here.
天哪，她还活着，Gwennie回来了 My God, she's alive. Gwennie's back in action.
一起来庆祝吧，我们在后面有一张大桌子 Celebrate with us. We got a monster table going in the back.
好主意 Excellent idea.
抱歉，我们正在说事儿 We're in the middle of something now.
来吧，Gwennie Oh, come on, Gwennie.
给我们几分钟，我们就过去 Give us a couple of minutes. We'll be over.
这可真是尴尬啊 That was really embarrassing.
你去哪儿？ Where are you going?
他们正等着我们呢 They're waiting.
我们就过去一会儿，喝杯苏打水就走 We'll just go in the back, have a soda water, and then go.
他们只不过是想说声欢迎回来罢了，来吧 They just want to say welcome home. Come on.
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
我不知道，我想我只是想让自己的外在呼应我的内心 I don't know. l'm just trying to make my outsides match my insides, I guess.
离马远一点 Leave the horse alone.
来吧 Oh, come on.
我需要帮助 I just need help!
就现在 Right now!
如果不能控制这些小事 I can control the little things.
那我只好放手了 Then I just have to let go.
让更胜任的人来负责 And it's up to somebody else.
它的蹄子看着不错 The hoof's looking pretty good.
嗯，是啊 Yeah, it does, doesn't it?
我们好了吗？ Are we all fixed now?
还没…… Not yet...
……但我明白了 ...but I'm getting there.
再见，Jasper Bye, Jasper.
先生，我不能因为这盆植物枯死了就换盆新的给你 Sir, l can't replace the plant just because you killed it.
这不是我的错 I did not kill it.
它可能是生病了或是怎么了，我什么都给它了 It was sick or something. l gave it everything.
我跟它聊天，给它说故事 I was talking to it, telling it stories.
我给它画像，还放在冰箱上面 l drew a sketch of it and put it on my refrigerator.
你浇水了吗？ Did you water it?
我并没有弄死它，这事很重要，你懂吗？ It's important that I did not kill this plant. Do you understand?
你这么说只是你的借口 If you're just saying that because that's your excuse...
……你得知道…… ...you have to understand....
当你不能再约会——，我再也不能和别人上床了 You can't mess with-- I'm never gonna get laid.
你显然不关心，而我所做的唯一一件事，就是关心 You obviously don't care. And that's one thing l do, is care.
我为这里所有的植物感到悲哀 I feel sorry for all the plants in here.
我要回家了 I'm going home.
我杀了那株植物 I killed the plant.
没事的，没事的 It's okay. It's okay.
我杀了那株植物 I killed the plant.
不要紧，你还有你的小狗 It's okay. You still have your dog.
我觉得它不喜欢我 I don't even think he likes me.
我不想，我只是…… I don't want to, I just....
你在这干嘛呢？见到你真好！ What are you doing here? It's so good to see you!
看起来是个偏僻的地方 It looks like somewhere out in the middle of nowhere.
-我看到了很多树 -不能用手机 -I see trees-- -No cell phones.
我们这里自己提行李袋，这可不是喜来登 We carry our own bags here. This isn't the Sheraton.
嘿，Falcon Hey, Falcon.
干嘛？ What?
没有打搅到你吧？我只是想…… I don't mean to bother you, but....
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